you know you love me, xoxo.

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i never heard the words that were spoken

with the rumoured nights & the rendenzvous

i never thought the whispers were true

'til now....

plugin&play Romeo take me somewhere we could be alone, I'll be waiting....
If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences Just incase you don't know, the navigations are at the top.	Tuesday, April 28, 2009, 8:59 PM Sometimes we realize to change for the better just when the situation got worse. We realize to finally correct our mistakes just when those mistakes have caused irreversible damage. We finally decide to prove ourselves worthy just when the person whom you want to prove your worth has already decided that your not worth it at all. Tama ako diba? Time and things don't really last. What matters are the people in the future who would make you better persons. The people who would still have you at your worst. The people who has always been there for you. The people you care about and the values you dare to live and share. Well, most of the lessons are learned when the test is over. That's life. Just deal with it. ;) XO's, Erin. ♥ Saturday, April 25, 2009, 7:00 AM Broken hearted much? I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this... XO's, Erin. ♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 8:30 AM Jam Legend fever. So yea, everyone knows how much I hate online games. Haha! But this game called "Jam Legend" caught me. I've been playing this game for like 2days now and it just helps me kill boredom. Haha. And it seems like my day wouldn't be complete if I don't play this! It's funny cus I'm kinda addicted to it now. You guys should try it. Who knows? You too might get addicted to it! :)) XO's, Erin. ♥ Monday, April 20, 2009, 11:20 AM New and PROMISE! Last na. :)) Okay, my blog's new again. Well I probably told you guys that my other blog was gunna be my last, well I wanted it to but there's shit happening -- I can't log in! I tried lots of times already, still can't so yea for the nth time I made a new one again. And it's gunna be the laaaaaaaast, hopefully! I'll try to update this soon. I have to go eat my lunch for now. :) Huppy summer! Toodles! XO's, Erin. ♥		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. Hello, my name is ERIN. I currently live in Caloocan city, Manila. But I grew up in Angeles City, Pampanga. Sweet 16. Student. Band vocalist. Classy. Friendly. Sweet. Self-concious. Bitchy. Fighter. Maldita. Clubbing. Sports. Shopping. Gigs. 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